Just~In Chapters

Goodbye, My Love

2008-05-09T01:50:00.006+08:00

As much as I can't bear to let you go...I did. Thank you so much for the memories and pulse-racing moments. The heads-turning times, heart-warming times, none too much to bear nor forget. There were tough times too, but you remained trustworthy as always.

If I could, I would keep you for a longer period. Your prowess is none by paper/surface-value and non-detectable. But, it is time to say goodbye, for it is a time to progress to the next stage. So thank you, you will always be the 1st love and beloved milestone at 23.

And may whoever have you (in future) cherish you and enjoy you as much as I did.

Tribute:

Happy Meal

2008-05-01T23:17:00.008+08:00

I had a very happy meal! =) Not from McDonalds tho =P

A 7-course meal. (Mix n Match your own 7-courses, plenty of combinations to choose from!) Simply splendid. Serviced by extremely courteous and friendly staff. Quality of the food and drinks is tip-top!

Below are my choices:

Starters: Bread with a crunchy layer of butter-toast. Mushroom/Cheese/Chower-like spread to go along.

Appetiser (Salads):

Chicken / Fruit

Very nice designs of plate/s and pottery to go along with the food too! =)

Complimentay (BBQ-mushroom)

Tea (Very refreshing and cool to drink, tastes great!):

Summer Peach / Apple Rose

Soup:

Mushroom / Sharks-fin (herb brewed)

Main Course (oops, forget to take before eat, too tempted...lol. Dint try the other stuff, went for more normal ones)

Ribs / Steak (Super good, win all the rest of houses that sell Steaks only)

Dessert:

Cream Brulee / Black Sesamee Pudding

Lucky Draw

2008-05-01T23:08:00.002+08:00

I was notified I won a lucky draw via email. It was from Shaw (movies). I don't even remember entering any of such lucky draws; the email said it was an automatic entry when purchase of tickets was done for Resident Evil: Extinction. Wow! That was really some time back and last year if I'm not wrong.

Anyway, the email said I won 5 items in the draw! Woohoo!! =)

The 5 items included: 2x DVDs (first two episodes, which I did not watch! haha, now I can watch liao), 1x T-shirt, Poster, Umbrella!

When I collected the stuff, I asked them how many winners are there in total. The staff told me only 7 winners for the lucky draw. Wow...coolness! =)

Pic of all the stuff =) (umbrella not around coz my mum must have kept it somewhere liao...lol)

多情

2008-04-01T00:49:00.000+08:00

多情的人注定伤的比较重。

愿者，才坠落下去吧。

否则，远离离之也。

付出*否定

2008-04-01T00:42:00.002+08:00

一个人的有所付出，若是被否定，那是一大创伤的痛。这会是一个赏识和珍惜的领域问题。

那些有付出的人，若是真心真实的，请不要去否定他们/它们。

NZ Pics

2008-03-18T19:17:00.000+08:00

NZ Pics...loaded in Facebook!

2008

2008-02-29T00:56:00.002+08:00

This was supposed to be the first post for the year!

The sunrise squad for 2008 comprised of many! We reckon that this may perhaps be the 'last' time when so many ple 'turn up to mark attendance' already.

Traditionally, this viewing of the first sunrise for every new year on 1st Jan 2XXX started off in the year 2000. Origins dated back then that Dax, Jerry and I were at Orchard road for the supposed Millenium countdown. Weishen was somewhere else partying-drinking. After the massive crowded orchard road squeeze, the trio decided not to go home and do something new. Hence we went to old pasir ris park and hanged out by the beach (the then fisherman village). We decided to catch the sun rise for the millenium. So the trio just sat by the sea side trying not to freeze out and enjoy the night away. Weishen decided to join us at 6am. Not forgetting that he came and puked at the 'spider-web' area shortly...lol. And hence, from that year onwards, we have jio-ed the rest of the gang and always go watch the 1st sunrise for every year!

This is such a rare year, because we did not stay overnight at a common house, yet we said meet 6.30am at the old pasir ris park carpark, and which means we all have to wake up like 5am+ or 6am, and all of us reached early and on time!! And everyone turned up! No one played punk...lol...amazing!

A great 2008 ahead! Cheers!! =)

Typing Speed

2008-02-27T00:28:00.004+08:00

88words

Speed test

CNY 2008 - Rat Year

2008-02-10T04:46:00.000+08:00

Happy CNY to all! Hope everyone has enjoyed their fair share of it.

This year CNY I'm spending it out of the country!

Here's a pic of my luggages before I 'flew' on Chu Xi night. Thanks to 4th Aunt for your new luggage! It's a good size and came in handy! *appreciate it* =)

Was 'demanded' by my mum to make a trip down to Grandparent's place to eat reunion dinner before I fly. Erm, steamboat it is...as usual, but what is 'unusual' this year is that they have made something into the shape of the Rat!

Yups, that's about it for this post. Hope everyone had a good and relaxing CNY! =)

*posted at NZ - 110208/1600hrs*

Active

2008-01-25T14:51:00.000+08:00

This to notify everyone that this blog is still active...haa. Will TRY to post some new stuff soon. Already have a couple of posts in mind. Stay TuneD! =)

伤心

2007-12-14T19:25:00.000+08:00

原来唯独令我最心痛的是人们不懂得自爱。也因为如此，这样的人无法照顾自己、更不懂得去保护和关怀别人。

Pudding!

2007-11-26T23:02:00.000+08:00

知

2007-11-26T13:32:00.000+08:00

作音乐，要有知音人。

谈恋爱，要有知心人。

New Toys

2007-11-17T11:22:00.001+08:00

Mr Blanc

2007-11-17T11:17:00.000+08:00

Thank you Mr Kong, for Mr Blanc! Haa =)

为爱做的傻事

2007-11-07T18:25:00.000+08:00

戴爱玲 (歌手) 曾经有一个 album：《为爱做的傻事》，里面有一首歌《对的人》，都取名得很有意思和恰当。谁才会是对的人？几时才会遇到对的人？那么付出的时候又往往是做些傻事？或则说有些傻事其实回想起都是很 sweet 的 (不过要看个人怎样去 classify; 有些人会觉得是‘笨’不是 sweet)

为什么会要 post 这个，我也不知道。只是，最近好象回到了‘纯真时代’，回到了17岁那年...虽然现在我也坏不到哪里，也还很纯真... (有点想 puke 的感觉...wahahaa)

就写写一些些做过的‘傻事’：

- 从下午等到傍晚 7pm 等某人的 ECA 完

- 讲电话到凌晨 6am

- 某人在等 feeder bus to Tanah Merah Resort (now is NSRCC...still the same ulu place), 当年学生都还没有 handphone, 只有 motorola alphanumeric pager (wah, 什么时代嘛！我老了！！！sobx)...那边的 feeder bus 是等超久的，所以到 MRT 打电话给我。当时很想去陪她等。电话放下后，当然我也知道 feeder bus 应该就到了，我还是冲去搭 MRT 到 Tanah Merah，虽然都知道到那边不会有人，还是第一时间冲去...stupidx...

- 一大清早起床做早餐，还用 aluminium foil 和盒子保温，搭 bus 去送给人

- 一整晚不睡觉做那种 Friendship Name Band on Pen 的东西

- 一整晚不睡觉做 jigsaw puzzle，好了拿去 custom frame, 然后拿去放在某人的家的门口

- 写歌，然后 burn into cd-rom, 拿去给人

hmm...不知到还有没有...如果你记得的我其它的 stupidx things, remind me...lolx...不然这些是比较 significant 和 memorable 的...

最近有没有，以后有没有...哈哈哈，不能说...是不能说的秘密...wahahaa

Forum

2007-11-07T18:24:00.000+08:00

Normally I can't be bothered and I won't take too drastic measures against something, but this time round, my fuse FUSED...I wrote in to Forum...

http://www.straitstimes.com/ST%2BForum/Online%2BStory/STIStory_173887.html

But they also edited and filtered and cut short my entry...

到处依然是‘黑暗’的世界...

Meaningful

2007-10-29T13:58:00.000+08:00

This was a very meaningful read, and I have decided to 'quote' and share it here...

A Message by George Carlin:

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.

We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.

We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbour. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not better things.

We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.

These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete...

Remember; spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever.Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.

Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent.

Remember, to say, 'I love you' to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you.

Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again.

Give time to love, give time to speak! And give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.

AND ALWAYS REMEMBER:

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

If you don't send this to at least 8 people....Who cares?

George Carlin

《爱死你》

2007-10-29T04:21:00.000+08:00

妻子捂住丈夫的身子，轻声地在他耳边说：“这辈子爱上你，是我最大的幸福。”

丈夫一听，泪水不停地往下流。这都怪地心吸引力作祟。他的双手紧紧扣住妻子的手腕，身躯随着情绪颤抖着。“不。。不。。。你不要这样说。。。”

妻子：“你还记得30年前我们讨论过的吗？说到了这个时候，我们应该谁先去呢？”

丈夫放声哭泣。此时的他无法说出话来，只能用力点头。

妻子：“当时你很理性，呵呵，很坚决的说你会要最后一个走。你应该不希望我难过，也不希望我过着孤单的日子。老伴啊，我爱的就是你的坚决和理性。这两点你最感性不过了！没想到，今天。。。”

丈夫把手指移向妻子的嘴，阻止她继续说下去。

妻子温和地把丈夫的手挪开，继续：“不，你让我说。不然再也没有机会说了。”

丈夫面色沮丧，用手背滑过失了神的脸颊，继而把湿的拇指推向妻子的脸旁，帮她抹去满脸的泪痕。夫妻两人的泪水交杂在一起，所有的酸甜苦涩和爱意都混合为一体。

妻子微笑：“那你也该记得我说的吧？我就和你相反，说我会先走。。。当然我不是希望你孤零零的一个；不过我说过，我希望你能活得比我长寿，过的比我更好。呵，其实我也是不忍心看见你比我先走。”

沉默。。。

妻子：“不管怎样，谁先走后走，都有充分的理由和充分的爱意。我们彼此对对方的爱是那么的深。你啊，要保重身子，知道吗？你不要太难过。你只要记得我们以往的日子就会记得我的美丽和我们的甜蜜。记得了。。。”

妻子的手瘫落于丈夫的手。。。

丈夫嚎啕大哭。。。

~完~

My Name

2007-10-21T23:33:00.000+08:00

Haa...

Yuan Yang

2007-10-17T17:51:00.000+08:00

Wed night:

Had a big cup of Teh at foodcourt after dinner. Then went to meet friend...went coffee bean. Thought such combi can be a 'yuan yang' in the stomach...indeed...it became 'butterflies' in the stomach...ache!!! Zzz...

Whole night also cannot sleep...too awake from over-dosage of caffeine i suppose...

Vampiric at night...

Zombie today...

Zzz...

Milestone

2007-10-03T01:37:00.000+08:00

If there are milestones in life, it means you have achieved certain things.

If there are many milestones in life, it means you have achieved many things.

Til date, I would say that I have milestones that I am proud of. There will always be certain dates that one will remember about such achievements.

I won't be writing exactly what these are (perhaps not now), but I am writing this to remind myself and to remember the most recent. And of the dates of certain events to remind me that they had happened and for which I am who I am and where I am today.

[27071996]
[02062003]
[Jul 2003]
[09052007]
[02102007]

巧

2007-10-01T00:03:00.000+08:00

好事 x 双。

巧事是否就 x 三？

我是一个不可以造孽的人。

上个星期四的晚上，巧(1)：约在 Thompson Plaza 的 Yakun coffee ‘做某件事’；突然发现对面那桌的文件也一样。。。他们也怎么约在同一地点同一时间 ‘做同样的事’! ^^"

相同的一个晚上，巧(2)：和 PH 在 MSN 聊天；我告诉她某个哲学家，然后她说早在那晚她和同伴们正也谈到那位哲学家！^^" ^^"

刚才，是最‘恐怖’的。巧(3)：正当你在灯光暗淡的戏院，有人走到你旁边的位子然后要坐下，突然你看见人家，人家也看见你，然后瞪眼瞪得很大，然后开始用力打你！！哇！！！你的朋友！！同样的戏院也就算了，还同一时间的戏，又定位在你的旁边！！！！！ ^^" ^^" ^^"

我是一个不可以造孽的人。因为认识的人太多、巧事及多。*汗*

Dancer

2007-09-23T23:44:00.000+08:00

Do you see it twirling clockwise or anti-clockwise? (click on pic)

感触

2007-09-16T18:06:00.000+08:00

下午在食阁用餐，坐在两个人用的桌椅。我只是一个人。

吃着，无故有两位婆婆突然走到我的座位。然后其中一个把一碗米粉汤放下，指说：“就坐在这里慢慢吃吧。”另一个把雨伞放在桌上，坐在我的对面，然后对我说那碗米粉汤是前一个婆婆吃剩然后让给她吃的。

我顿时‘措’了一下。

婆婆看了我，还问我(hokkien)：“你今天‘做工’？”

其实当时我的穿在确实正如她所说的，不过我只是笑说回答(hokkien)：“我出去。”这是为了避免无必要的误解和解释。事实上我之前是有去见客户。

[我们之间的交谈都是hokkien]

婆婆继续说道她如何得来这碗米粉汤，又说到子女大了没有去拜访她，没有给她零钱。。。农历新年说要去看她老人家后来也没有。。。

我问她现在住哪。。。她说这里附近，跟孙子住。

听了，还有些安慰。不过进一步想，其中一定还是有些莫名和不跃的背景。不过我也没有再问下去。

我最后问的只是：“你要喝水吗？我买给你。”

婆婆她客气地说不必。

我吃完后便向她说声我离开，嘱咐她慢慢的吃。

[一个陌生的相遇，疑点很多；但是我站在相信她的立场上。]

后来心情很沉重，感触很多。

不想多写。

只是希望以后周围的你我的父母不会沦落到这样。你我也不会如此。

《伤心》

2007-09-09T04:21:00.000+08:00

听别人的伤心情歌
把自己投入在里面

再写一首伤心的情歌
让自己迷失在里头

就让全世界最伤心的情歌
都侵入我的情绪里
更让我的情绪
沉浸在所有的伤心情歌里

且让
伤心的人更伤心
而
快乐的人更为伤心

诺
快乐和伤心是种选择
我选择伤心
因为快乐
从来都无需选择

090907/0419

《输血》

2007-09-09T03:01:00.000+08:00

我需要输血
但不是同类型的血
就连O-型的血也救不了我

我的血
一点
一滴
从我的心
不停的流
可怕的是
它无止境的流
欲泻无痕

只有你的血
才能弥补这样的伤口
请你输入我那深深裂缝的缺口
就算我能给上千万个借口
也不愿倒塌在没有你的路口

我就快要窒息
即使剩下最后一口气
对你的思恋
永不止境

090907/0259

Clean-up

2007-09-08T20:03:00.000+08:00

Was cleaning up and organising my things, then found 2 old spectacles that I had...goodness...so long ago le, still kept them in my cupboard. The black frame definitely was for the army-trainee days...frameless...cant rem, shld be either in jc or in uni days...

Cleaning up is never a process of just being a physical doing. It's more like reliving a past or several pasts depending on the amount of stuff and area that is involved.

Finding something like in this case the spectacles brought me to wonder when I had them, and the kind of encounters they went through with me and what they have seen and aided me to see when they were worn on me previously.

Memory banks come to life vividly again when you thought you had left them all behind. It's just like now, keeping and stashing away some things into boxes or into certain corners, we are putting certain pasts and events to be stored in memories.

Those that were 'vindicated' to the trash bags or bins would be pasts that needed to be forgotten - thrown away. Do we really need those anymore? What if one day down the roads again we remember them again and want them? Is it gone forever then?

Found certain pics and saw certain faces...some of them you wonder where they are now and how the previous linkage is now a mere acquaintance or remembrance. Some which you held on so dear are now strangers. One neo-print which should had been stashed with its 'own category' somehow was not with its 'own category' and it dropped out right into my palms with another pic...I wonder if such is the encounter or workings of fate...fate in the past that duno-y-I-did-not-stash-it-with-its-others so that now it came falling into my hands and sight again...

Played one CD which I bought almost 10 years ago as I was cleaning up...an imported CD...and on a particular song it skipped track...has age caught up even with a piece of plastic...that is suppose to be durable and lasting?

I believe that a tidy and neat room/place reflects a person's life. My room is neater once again but there is more cleaning up to go. May such reflections of my life and such reflection of thoughts and memories come forth dearer with the rest of the cleaning up.

Ah-Choo

2007-09-07T16:52:00.000+08:00

Not that I'm sneezing or that I'm sick (altho I feel that I'm abit falling sick)...but just want to recommend this book (Chinese novel) to everyone.

Bought it in Taiwan in Apr, and finished it in the wee hours of 070907. This is a beautiful story built on Love, Despair-Hope (in conjunction).

Initially was puzzled by the title and the cover page drawing...sneezing? boxing gloves? and wings on the gloves? After reading through then realised how appropriate it was. =)

猪朋狗友

2007-08-27T23:22:00.000+08:00

I realised I have these 2 soft toys on my piano to watch me play...my most adorable fans...lol...and they help 'giap' my scores!! ^^"

Choice - Friends

2007-08-24T01:22:00.000+08:00

Previously posted on Choice...now want to continue.

Perhaps I should seriously look at reviewing my choice of friends...not in terms of criteria and quality who should be able 'to be' friends...but perhaps I should stop being as friendly and always want to know more friends...

I have considered and thought about this before...if next time all grow old, then damn bloody sad scenarios, 1 by 1 leave...

Now, after actual realization of events...I don't think I can take it already if another of my friend passes away...

R.I.P Liew

2007-08-24T01:02:00.000+08:00

Dear Friend,

I did not get to visit you in your last days. I did not get to see your last face. I am sorry. I truly am.

I will always remember your handsome boyish charming face, your fit physique, your cheerfulness and good character.

Goodbye.

PINKic

2007-08-22T23:19:00.000+08:00

Life is so PINKic now...i think i will start a new term.

PINKic. sounds so CHic...~! LoL...it is what makes me Tic...and without it it makes ple Sic...

PINK is just the fav colour as of the moment man...

In the PINKic of health...

I think I'm gona wear my PINKic tie for the rest of the month and week =P

I may sound crazy le, but you all won't understand de...imagine not seeing your PINKic for 8 years...kaoz man...but nvm now...heck~it...i mean, PINKic~!

Freedom~!!

Quality of Life~!!!

=)

《谎》

2007-08-20T00:10:00.000+08:00

你知道吗？曾经有一个传说这样的流传着：那就是说谎的人，他的心会随着谎言，一小部分、一少些地碎去；而有朝一日，那整颗心也将碎去。。。

记得小时候，每当我入睡之前，外婆总会给我说个故事。她会用那慈祥的眼神和温柔的话语陪伴着我，夜夜都是如此，直到我进入梦乡为止。外婆说的故事都是小孩们爱听的童话故事，其中有“小红帽” 、“三只小猪” 等等。可是说也奇怪，依稀中我的记忆里所留下的画面便是每当外婆说起“狼来了” 的故事，每次说到第二次的‘狼来了！’ ，我便睡着了。所以，我从来都不知道故事的结局是如何，而故事里小孩的下场又是如何的。当然，我也不是傻子或白痴，我长这么大了必然也知道故事的结局，之前说的‘不知道’ 是说我从来无法从外婆的口中听完整个故事。

“外婆为什么要躺在那个木箱里面？她在做什么？” 那是我五岁时问我母亲的问题。我非常明确并清楚地记得这个问题，或许说是两个问题；因为母亲一听见我的问题便泪湿了眼眸，转过头无法面对我。我从来没有见过一个人做出如此之类的反应和表情，同时也是第一次看见有人躺在木箱里。那个木箱极大，外婆整个人都在里面了！我只能从一片光泽透彻的玻璃看见她那张慈祥的脸孔。外婆的眼睛是闭着的，好像睡得非常安详似的。对于母亲的置之不理，我毫不在乎，并向父亲再问说：“外婆在里面舒服吗？” 父亲摇了摇头，微笑对我说：“外婆在睡觉，我们别吵她。” 过后的好几天，外婆依然动也不动地躺在木箱里。又后来，外婆和木箱都不见了。我追问着父母，他们只会说：“外婆到了很远的地方去。” 这样的答案对我而言，我只在乎并伤心的知道，我再也没有机会听外婆说故事了。

长大了之后，我才领悟当时的那个情景，是我生命中第一次接触与经历的‘死亡’ 。那也是我生平里第一次接触到什么是‘谎言’。父母因为无法很明确地解释什么是‘死亡’ ，便以另一番话语把整件事情带过了。我理解他们的用意，因为要把‘死亡’ 解释给一个只有五岁的孩子听，并不是件容易的事；然而，我更希望的是他们当时能坦白的告诉我外婆不能再象正常人那样活动了，那么我便不会日期待、夜盼望地等着外婆总有一天会回到我身边跟我说着故事、陪我入睡。

随着年龄的增长，接触的知识多了、经历的事和遇见的人也多了。在不知不觉中，自己和别人勾通的方法也越来越相似，尤其是关于自己想隐瞒的事实。为何是事实，却得隐瞒；而那虚假，却是人们宁愿信以为真的？

小四那年，我幼小的心开始出现了裂痕。从学校回家的途中，我纳闷着。脑子里悬着的念头挥之不去。那是第四周数学测验成绩公布的日子。这一次，老师还特地走到了我的座位，摸了摸我的头，说：“嗯，这一次你虽然依旧得到高分，但是你不是第一名哦。不过你一向来的表现都是最好的，不要因为这一次的排名而感到失望。” 老师和蔼的笑容是我回家时最大的安慰。

的确，在我念小三小四的两年里，我在班上的数学成绩总是榜上有名，而且是名列前茅，从来没有同学比我高分。母亲特别为此感到骄傲，经常在同事和亲戚面前夸耀我有数学的天份。

这一次，我的完美记录不保了。回到家里，母亲及时问：“数学测验的成绩如何？” 我向房间走了过去，无法面对母亲的眼神，淡淡地回答：“90分，不过还是班上最高的。” 我无法坦白。向母亲说出得了最高分的人不是我，我办不到。我想她大概也忘了，数学测验那天，我是抱病上学的。不说出真相，是为了保存母亲的面子问题，还是保护自己不必受皮肉之痛？这个问题使我的内心挣扎了很久。我无法、也不知到如何作答；但是，我清楚的知道，那是我为了隐瞒事实，生平第一次说的谎话。

成人世界里，大家注重装扮。形形色色的面孔、外表，显得大家都很稳重似的。若我有能力看穿人心，那么，人体内的世界，是否就是血红、破碎而残缺不堪的呢？

“这位是我们的新同事，跟大家介绍一下。” 经理站在我的身旁，以从容不迫的神态向办公室里的同事们说。一时间，我感觉得到大家都把焦点放到了我的身上，而我只能在片刻中让眼神扫射，认出这六七张新的脸孔。大家为了表示欢迎，还鼓起掌来。大清早的掌声显得很响亮、听起来带有劲儿，但是掌声结束后的幕后，呈现的并不一定是观众想看的。

经理转身离去前，还微笑说：“同一个狭小的空间，大家都认识认识一下，以后好好相处哦。” “嗯。” 我点了点头，示意着明白；同时间也看见了几个与我同个动作的人们，其余的，倒也和经理进行着同一个动作。“这样的画面，我在四年前似乎见过，那是我踏入社会的第一家公司。” 我心里头想着。

突然间，我的思绪被打断了。“你好！我叫淑敏，那个戴眼镜的是明俊。他后边穿短裙的是利凌。还有。。。” 一个长的娇小，头发染了个紫红色的小姐出现在我面前，兴奋并积极地向我介绍着办公室里的一伙人。“我们都听说了你耶，在你还没来之前！” 淑敏雪亮的眼睛闪了一道光，调皮地问：“你的职位和来头不小哦，干嘛跑到我们这里？”

她之前如雷的自我介绍，我都还没调整过来，她竟以闪电般的速度再次散发出她那带点娇滴的声量，追问着我。我还真的是不知所措，只好对她微微笑，整理了想法后说：“因为我觉得这里更有我发挥的余地。我想换个新的环境，挑战自己。” 暗地里却想着：总不能第一天就告诉人家之前的公司人际关系太复杂了吧？

淑敏甩了甩长发，眼睛咪了一下：“呵呵，不必解释的。我并不会太在意你到我们这里的原因。不过。。。” 她随手顺时指了指空间，笑咪咪继续着：“并不是每个人都是这么想的哦。” 随后，她天真地笑了一声，问：“你工作了那么多年，却看起来那么年轻，一定是身心保持得很年轻！”看着眼前刚认识的淑敏，我再次微微一笑。二十八岁的我。我的心，感觉上好似碎了一大半。

不过，那是直到我遇见了你。我不禁被你的人格所吸引。那是一股很深切并浓郁的力量，是在众人身上散发不出、寻找不到的品性。我开始怀疑自己是不是上帝创造出来的败类。上天让我认识你，简直是把你许配了给我。我是万分幸运，也简直不敢相信。

你我虽然站在同一个地球上，但是，如果你是天使，那我便是少了翅膀的天使。你的心是如此地完整及纯洁，连一点瑕疵都没有，更不会有任何一点的破碎。和你相处的这段时间，我不曾听你说过任何的流言。对人对事，你是如此坦然、毫无隐瞒。跟你在一起，我开始对人生和世间有了乐观的想法；甚至觉得我那不完美的心灵，随着你的陪伴，渐渐被你的爱滋润着、开始慢慢把缺口都补上了。

一切竟是那么的美好。我的生命里出现了一道色彩缤纷的彩虹。但是我们竟然万万没有想到，晴天也会有阴霾的时候。

“我们分手吧。” 我的声音颤抖着。我想，你那完美无瑕的心，一定顿时碎了。我不敢面对你的眼神，但是却不想逃避你的神情。我们沉默了许久，是你将那陌生的气氛缓和，问：“可以告诉我原因吗？” “哦。。。” 我迟疑了许久，继续道：“因为有了第三者。她很美，条件比你更好。。。” 我又顿了顿，不知该如何继续下去。在这个时刻，我向你的方向望去。你的眼里，丝毫恨意也没有，依旧表现出一副冷静的表情。只不过，你的眼角已泛出了泪痕。“哦，那好。祝福你。” 是你，再次把沉默终止。那也是我最后一次再见到你了。

为了避开她，我辞掉了工作、搬了家、也把联络号码都换了。虽然觉得自己做得太过分了，但也是逼不得以，我真的无法面对她，也无法接受她时不时的问候与关怀。我真的不想再和她联络。对我而言，分手，就要分得干干净净的。

这一天晚上，坐在床头，我愣愣地发呆。独自一个人，我的周围显得格外的寂寞。那位美若天仙的新女朋友也不在身边。这时，我想起了被我抛弃的女友。难道我在孤单时才会想起她、需要她？不知觉中，我拿起了笔，开始写起来。

笔后，我突然怀念起外婆说故事给我听的画面。真希望外婆此刻也能够说个动人的故事给我听，让我疲惫的精神能舒服地睡着。想着想着，我觉得好累，开始睡去，嘴角还喃喃道：“外婆，我好想。。。”

x x x x x

“医生，病人已死去了。这是我拿早餐来时发现的。” 护士小姐说。医生点了点头，叹：“这也苦了他。这两个多月来，他独自在病房里抗战着病魔；始终都没有亲戚朋友来探望过他。他是个坚强的人，独自一路走来，还那么有恒心去面对。不过，他现在终於可以获得自由了。”

“这是我在他手中找到的。上面还写了收信人的地址和名字。” 护士小姐把信交给了医生。

“好，这也许是他的遗书。我们就帮他把信亲手送给收信人，算是帮他了了最后的心愿。”

x x x x x

致敏：

你知道吗？曾经有一个传说这样的流传着：那就是说谎的人，他的心会随着谎言，一小部分、一少些地碎去；而有朝一日，那整颗心也将碎去。。。

自从和你分手那天，我的心完完全全地瓦解了。原来，传说是真的。跟你说了那番话以后，我的心彻底地碎了。

请你原谅我。我并非想故意伤害你、更不愿意欺骗你；但是，我的病情已到了末期，到了无药可救的地步。我知道我已对你许下誓言，要好好照顾你一辈子。但是，我更不希望把你娶过门之后的短暂日子里，你就成了一名寡妇。对不起，我真的办不到。对不起。。。

现在的我，真的好想有人陪伴，而我想，也快要实现了，因为我短期内很快应该就能和外婆团聚了。我没有跟你说过外婆是因为血癌而去世的吧。。。

我希望你能原谅我。。。希望你能忘了我，找个更好的对象，走完下半辈子。。。也希望有朝一日，有机会的话，你能把这个传说和故事说给人们听。。。我。。永别了。。。对不起，我真的无法再写下去了。。。啊，我仿佛听见了外婆的声音。。。

“外婆，我好想念你，真希望你能再次说故事给我听。外婆，你等我。。。”

~终~

《谎》- Part 4

2007-08-14T00:22:00.001+08:00

一切竟是那么的美好。我的生命里出现了一道色彩缤纷的彩虹。但是我们竟然万万没有想到，晴天也会有阴霾的时候。

“我们分手吧。” 我的声音颤抖着。我想，你那完美无瑕的心，一定顿时碎了。我不敢面对你的眼神，但是却不想逃避你的神情。我们沉默了许久，是你将那陌生的气氛缓和，问：“可以告诉我原因吗？” “哦。。。” 我迟疑了许久，继续道：“因为有了第三者。她很美，条件比你更好。。。” 我又顿了顿，不知该如何继续下去。在这个时刻，我向你的方向望去。你的眼里，丝毫恨意也没有，依旧表现出一副冷静的表情。只不过，你的眼角已泛出了泪痕。“哦，那好。祝福你。” 是你，再次把沉默终止。那也是我最后一次再见到你了。

为了避开她，我辞掉了工作、搬了家、也把联络号码都换了。虽然觉得自己做得太过分了，但也是逼不得以，我真的无法面对她，也无法接受她时不时的问候与关怀。我真的不想再和她联络。对我而言，分手，就要分得干干净净的。

败坏内腐 II

2007-08-10T07:07:00.000+08:00

What's the use of a 3-mth tender notice?

So FREAKIN long...for the organisation to sort itself out...for tender-yee to sort themselves out...so everyone can be happy and move on...perhaps...but NO~!

So why do I need to tender 3-mths ago and then get to be notified just ONE day before the last day that it is: 'not approved...we want to keep you'

Where does the WE come from? I beg your pardon? There is no WE here. There is only YOU.

YOU that is bruntly selfish and not-well-managed.

Keep me? So that I can slog my ass again?

Because now alot of people leaving, and that I've become an extra capable asset to slog my ass again?

So many mths already, still cannot give me a proper answer as to why I slogged my ass of previously and not given the due rewards...

Now you want to keep me...

For YOUR needs definitely.

So my 3-mths of outside planning and moving on...even for family needs, self needs, other realization needs...is for fun? for YOUR needs?

go Sell fish bA...F#%$%&%^&*

《谎》- Part 3

2007-08-07T14:11:00.000+08:00

成人世界里，大家注重装扮。形形色色的面孔、外表，显得大家都很稳重似的。若我有能力看穿人心，那么，人体内的世界，是否就是血红、破碎而残缺不堪的呢？

“这位是我们的新同事，跟大家介绍一下。” 经理站在我的身旁，以从容不迫的神态向办公室里的同事们说。一时间，我感觉得到大家都把焦点放到了我的身上，而我只能在片刻中让眼神扫射，认出这六七张新的脸孔。大家为了表示欢迎，还鼓起掌来。大清早的掌声显得很响亮、听起来带有劲儿，但是掌声结束后的幕后，呈现的并不一定是观众想看的。

经理转身离去前，还微笑说：“同一个狭小的空间，大家都认识认识一下，以后好好相处哦。” “嗯。” 我点了点头，示意着明白；同时间也看见了几个与我同个动作的人们，其余的，倒也和经理进行着同一个动作。“这样的画面，我在四年前似乎见过，那是我踏入社会的第一家公司。” 我心里头想着。

突然间，我的思绪被打断了。“你好！我叫淑敏，那个戴眼镜的是明俊。他后边穿短裙的是利凌。还有。。。” 一个长的娇小，头发染了个紫红色的小姐出现在我面前，兴奋并积极地向我介绍着办公室里的一伙人。“我们都听说了你耶，在你还没来之前！” 淑敏雪亮的眼睛闪了一道光，调皮地问：“你的职位和来头不小哦，干嘛跑到我们这里？”

她之前如雷的自我介绍，我都还没调整过来，她竟以闪电般的速度再次散发出她那带点娇滴的声量，追问着我。我还真的是不知所措，只好对她微微笑，整理了想法后说：“因为我觉得这里更有我发挥的余地。我想换个新的环境，挑战自己。” 暗地里却想着：总不能第一天就告诉人家之前的公司人际关系太复杂了吧？

淑敏甩了甩长发，眼睛咪了一下：“呵呵，不必解释的。我并不会太在意你到我们这里的原因。不过。。。” 她随手顺时指了指空间，笑咪咪继续着：“并不是每个人都是这么想的哦。” 随后，她天真地笑了一声，问：“你工作了那么多年，却看起来那么年轻，一定是身心保持得很年轻！”看着眼前刚认识的淑敏，我再次微微一笑。二十八岁的我。我的心，感觉上好似碎了一大半。

不过，那是直到我遇见了你。我不禁被你的人格所吸引。那是一股很深切并浓郁的力量，是在众人身上散发不出、寻找不到的品性。我开始怀疑自己是不是上帝创造出来的败类。上天让我认识你，简直是把你许配了给我。我是万分幸运，也简直不敢相信。

你我虽然站在同一个地球上，但是，如果你是天使，那我便是少了翅膀的天使。你的心是如此地完整及纯洁，连一点瑕疵都没有，更不会有任何一点的破碎。和你相处的这段时间，我不曾听你说过任何的流言。对人对事，你是如此坦然、毫无隐瞒。跟你在一起，我开始对人生和世间有了乐观的想法；甚至觉得我那不完美的心灵，随着你的陪伴，渐渐被你的爱滋润着、开始慢慢把缺口都补上了。

败坏内腐

2007-08-06T15:27:00.000+08:00

这是一个说明一个集团的故事。

电话响：“Sir, I'm calling from AOMC (army officers management centre), we would like to offer you the post-grad programme”

难到你们不知到我辞职了吗？(语气和情绪极端抗愤)

What the fuck is this. What are you all trying to prove? Your inability to work within? Your inability-in-management of a so-called management centre? MANAGE AND SORT YOURSELF before managing others!

离开这种地方是对的。

真是他妈的！

抄你娘的！

阿嬤的話

2007-08-05T02:39:00.000+08:00

(click on the link to get to the page)

Thanks *L, for sharing with me.

Very touching.

Let's be more concerned to our parents and all elderly while we can. One day we will become them as well.

R.I.P Grandfather (270707)

2007-07-31T23:03:00.000+08:00

阿公，

对我而言，一直以来你都很健壮、乐观和开朗。你也是个很帅又 cool 的外公！

后半辈子的你过得也算是辛苦...你也算是尽了最大的本分去照顾外婆。

后期的你身子真的是欠佳。其实也感觉出你的无奈和痛苦...可是你的毅力和精神真是让我佩服。

很庆幸这几年我至少能够载你去一些地方、带你去一些地方吃。希望我有做到一些我能做的本分。

你对我们子孙的疼爱和关怀是无限的。

请你安息...

谢谢你给我们的一切。我会记得和惦记你和这一些的。

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Thanks to all who came for the wake: Phantom, V6, Yh n Mum, Buddy n Gf, CY, AlphaBn

Thank you!!

《谎》- Part 2

2007-07-29T15:38:00.000+08:00

长大了之后，我才领悟当时的那个情景，是我生命中第一次接触与经历的‘死亡’ 。那也是我生平里第一次接触到什么是‘谎言’。父母因为无法很明确地解释什么是‘死亡’ ，便以另一番话语把整件事情带过了。我理解他们的用意，因为要把‘死亡’ 解释给一个只有五岁的孩子听，并不是件容易的事；然而，我更希望的是他们当时能坦白的告诉我外婆不能再象正常人那样活动了，那么我便不会日期待、夜盼望地等着外婆总有一天会回到我身边跟我说着故事、陪我入睡。

随着年龄的增长，接触的知识多了、经历的事和遇见的人也多了。在不知不觉中，自己和别人勾通的方法也越来越相似，尤其是关于自己想隐瞒的事实。为何是事实，却得隐瞒；而那虚假，却是人们宁愿信以为真的？

小四那年，我幼小的心开始出现了裂痕。从学校回家的途中，我纳闷着。脑子里悬着的念头挥之不去。那是第四周数学测验成绩公布的日子。这一次，老师还特地走到了我的座位，摸了摸我的头，说：“嗯，这一次你虽然依旧得到高分，但是你不是第一名哦。不过你一向来的表现都是最好的，不要因为这一次的排名而感到失望。” 老师和蔼的笑容是我回家时最大的安慰。

的确，在我念小三小四的两年里，我在班上的数学成绩总是榜上有名，而且是名列前茅，从来没有同学比我高分。母亲特别为此感到骄傲，经常在同事和亲戚面前夸耀我有数学的天份。

这一次，我的完美记录不保了。回到家里，母亲及时问：“数学测验的成绩如何？” 我向房间走了过去，无法面对母亲的眼神，淡淡地回答：“90分，不过还是班上最高的。” 我无法坦白。向母亲说出得了最高分的人不是我，我办不到。我想她大概也忘了，数学测验那天，我是抱病上学的。不说出真相，是为了保存母亲的面子问题，还是保护自己不必受皮肉之痛？这个问题使我的内心挣扎了很久。我无法、也不知到如何作答；但是，我清楚的知道，那是我为了隐瞒事实，生平第一次说的谎话。

~to be continued...

Basketball

2007-07-27T00:11:00.001+08:00

今天(260707-Thurs)再度‘回返’篮球场上...从9am 打到 12pm...真是爽到~~~！！！

Death Bed II

2007-07-26T01:26:00.000+08:00

Would you rather, at your deathbed:

a) have people around you and see you go? (damn sad de)

b) opposite of (a)?

Death Bed

2007-07-22T21:36:00.001+08:00

Would you rather:

a) be at a person's deathbed and the person goes in your presence?

b) opposite of (a)?

Arrangement

2007-07-22T14:51:00.000+08:00

I finally managed to arrange my own song on 20/07/2007. =)

《谎》- Part 1

2007-07-22T06:18:00.000+08:00

Personality Test

2007-07-18T11:11:00.000+08:00

1st) Hold your hands together, as if you were praying. Look at your thumbs:

- Right thumb above left thumb ---> Left brain
- Left thumb above right thumb ---> Right brain

2. Fold your arms in front of you (as if you are angry):

- Right arm above left arm ---> Left brain
- Left arm above right arm ---> Right brain

Your personality results in comments area. So which type are you? Lemme know too ^^

《街角》

2007-07-08T23:21:00.000+08:00

那个街角
无人无影
灰暗的灯光
也照不出清晰的光芒

缠绕于匆忙的人群里
我看着街角
周围没有人留意它
并没有人愿意
走进它的世界里
也许
更没有人记得它的存在

我走进街角
我的影子和黯然无色的它
融为一体
我开始存在于
一个不存在的世界里
细细看着外边的人潮
一一走过这里
过着他们平凡的步伐
我感觉更为平凡

我留在这街角
默默享受这独自拥有的感觉
外面的世界突然变得渺小
那是从这里看去的视野
只不过光亮盛透了一些

这个街角
现在有人无影
它是乎有了些什么

这个街角
开始从外吸收一点光
它是乎想要些什么

这个街角
你到过吗

这个街角
你还记得吗

Chris Benoit

2007-06-29T03:15:00.001+08:00

Hmm, for those who follows/ed wrestling...Chris Benoit is dead. RIP.

楊宗緯

2007-06-26T18:02:00.000+08:00

人質

背叛

Game Music

2007-06-24T02:14:00.000+08:00

Listening to these games music (especially those from Nintendo) really brings alot of nostalgia...and smiles as I listen to them. =)

Japanese Game Show

2007-06-23T15:36:00.000+08:00

Hilarious lar...wahahaa~!

The talented and funnie Dick Lee

2007-06-21T02:16:00.000+08:00

watch in sequence ^^

MRT

2007-06-20T03:17:00.001+08:00

Hmm...this post will either make me an oddball/'mountain-turtle' or ple will kill me...

Havn't taken MRT for duno-can't-rem-when...decided to take. And ya, I for a Singaporean, don't own an EZ-link card (!!!)...so gota purchase single trip ticket/card. So amazed that the system is so high-tech 'now' (quantify 'now' as in my 'own-time-sense-now')...that it is even touched-screen...kaoz, amazed I am...(!!!)

Ok...*issues daggers out*...pls take ur aim at me and...miss~! LoL

The Sensei Knows

2007-06-18T14:42:00.000+08:00

I have had this lingering strain/pain in my neck/left shoulder-blade area for about one week...finally decided to go visit my last-time-used-to-see sensei again...not mentioning about the long wait (as per norms)...but after rubbing the painful/affected areas...he grabbed my left elbow...and biggest OUCH~! and numbed went that area! It wasn't even painful the past one week at the elbow...he said that the root cause started from there...and it has now spread to the neck and upper back area...waaaah~amazing...WaAaH~pain!

Yiruma - Kiss the Rain

2007-06-17T20:17:00.000+08:00

Super

2007-06-16T02:21:00.001+08:00

Superb? Yes, the company, the singing, the vocals, the music, the playing. Organised publicity event, nope.

A night's out with normal humans: two top females from Superstar II, one top female keyboardist from Superband, one (maybe soon-to-be top) guy from Campus Superstar II, not your normal night of chilling out.

Mundane as humans, no airs, as real and natural as they can be. That is super.

Difference

2007-06-15T11:24:00.001+08:00

Everyday, make a (positive/value-added) difference to your life or another life. It doesn't have to be a big one. 1 will do.

The Time Traveler's Wife

2007-06-13T15:42:00.000+08:00

Finally set down and finished yet another book. =) Finally have the time to sit down and finish yet another book. =)

The story is: Beautiful.

And just found out that they are making this into a movie...out some time in 2008. May time travel then.

成功男人

2007-06-09T02:06:00.000+08:00

成功的男人，背后有个体贴的好女人。
男人的成功在外，身旁都有个贱女人。

Choice

2007-06-09T02:04:00.000+08:00

In life, there's only 3 things we cannot choose: our (natural) birth, parents...and (natural) death.

Goodbye

2007-06-09T01:12:00.000+08:00

It's never easy saying goodbye...to the living...and the dying...

Innocence

2007-05-21T19:15:00.000+08:00

Innocence Lyrics

When You're Gone

2007-05-21T19:14:00.000+08:00

Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone

Transformers

2007-05-20T23:05:00.000+08:00

Before all the hype comes with the movie...here's a preview:

小草蜢

2007-05-09T16:12:00.000+08:00

那天看慈善演出看见草蜢落力的表演和听见他们那一些经典及耳熟的歌曲...尤其是《失恋阵线联盟》，不禁想起许久都不曾记得的回忆 =)

这几天电台又不停地播放他们的歌曲...又再次吹起草蜢风。。。所以决定写这一篇。。。

想当年。。。准确一点是小六那年。。。当时很红的组合有草蜢、小虎队、红孩儿、Beyond...为了参加学校里的校园的团体歌唱比赛，我和 MQ+WT 决定选用了《失恋阵线联盟》为参赛歌曲，并且把我们三人称为小草蜢。。。LoL

当天比赛的情景：好象有十组。。。之前也不知道其它的班级的成员有谁啦，也不知道他们会唱什么歌啦。。。只知道我们的舞步倒是一直看 MTV 练了很久了，应该是 ok 吧，哈哈。。。然后我们又是最后一组，只好等等等。。。then hor, 一组一组接着上台唱了之后，我们越就觉得很奇怪。。。哇！全部人都是唱 English songs 的！^^"

“接下来请欢迎最后一组。他们称为小草蜢，带来的歌曲是《失恋阵线联盟》” 终於到我们上场了。。。我们是最后一组。之前真的有唱得很棒的几组，我们又是最后一组、又是中文歌。。。觉得非常站劣势，真的有点紧张了。。。可是当过门音乐一响起，我们便进入状态，跟着节舞动、唱着：“她总是只留下电话号码，从不肯让我送她回家，听说你也曾经爱上过她，曾经也同样无法自拔。。。lalalaa~~~ 就在记忆里画一个叉” 也就这样，我们成功地表演完整首歌。。。然后偷渺了渺评判们的表情，也听见台下同学们的掌声和欢呼。。。当时心情是非常高兴和有满足感的！ =)

等待成绩揭晓的时候真的很紧张。我们觉得：如果都以英语为主流，那么我们一定输到惨惨。。。要不，就因为我们是唯一的华语歌曲又加上舞步，那么我们也算是突出吧。。。and so...结果是： 小草蜢以精彩的表演和精湛的舞步夺得了冠军！哈哈。。。请掌声鼓励鼓励~！=)

所以，看见草蜢那天精彩的演出，真的是想起当年清涩的我们。。。很美好的回忆 =)

p/s: 其实当年就有校园 superstar 了，只是你们不知道而已。。。我曾经是组合冠军。。。也曾是独唱冠军 ok...wahaha...=P

明星臉

2007-05-09T15:15:00.001+08:00

那天和朋友聊到谁喜欢某某明星。然后让我想到其实我有许多朋友和认识过的朋友长得象某某明星的有：蔡依琳、王心凌、杨丞玲、Selina、Hebe、Namie Amuro。。。

然后又和小小表妹谈到一些她喜欢的本地艺人...我跟她说我认识她们...她睁大眼睛信又不信我... 哈哈。我是真的认识她们...不过在这里不方便说出她们是谁。可以透露的是名单包括：广播员、歌手、电视主持、电视上看得到的。。。

没有什么意义的 post...哈哈 ^^

Happy Moments

2007-05-06T12:53:00.000+08:00

十年

2007-04-24T13:16:00.001+08:00

lol...不是要写歌词唱歌...

i believe in cause n effect...

我是今天现在的我，应为有从前的我。

要 classify 两个“十年”：一个为‘18-28’的过程 (第二阶段)。一个为‘8-18’的过程(第一阶段)。

为什么没有‘0-8’，因为觉得那不是一个思考的阶段。那个年龄应该是没有什么判断能力而只是‘活着’的阶段。

这“十年”(第二阶段) 会发生是因为有第一阶段的牵引，也可谓为理所当然的发生。理所当然是因为有些事情在第一阶段已经发生，延续着导致第二阶段的发展。是不是最理想的发展...也许不是，但也是必然的。

这“十年”可说是因祸得福，但也是失去很多的一个阶段...是一个发现自我、确定自我的阶段。是一个比较封闭、冷酷、对事物嘲讽、对人际冷漠...的一个阶段。

前一个“十年”则是一个开始思考、接触世界、容纳心强、勇于热情和纯情地接受事物的阶段。

第一个阶段‘接受’得太多...不懂得‘取舍’和’‘衡量’的道理。第二个阶段是乎变成‘拒绝’地太多...不懂得‘珍惜’和‘保留’的哲理。

如今，即将迈入第三个阶段...也是时候思考和回想这些“十年”带来的一切。需要新的出发点和方向。第一个启发点就是：重质不重量...

Life...

2007-04-17T22:59:00.000+08:00

In Life, do we have so many Sats/Suns to spare...or simply put it, do we have so many days to spare in our Life?

If you were given this scenario: You know that there is an Endpoint. At this Endpoint, there is success, pride, gold and achievement; but along the way, there are a lot of sacrifices...time sacrifices, health sacrifices, relation sacrafices...Will you walk this path?

Suka Suka

2007-03-18T21:31:00.001+08:00

Definition...Suka = 'like' ...or so perceived to be that meaning...

Firstly, yea, I havnt updated or posted anything for duno how long til ple start complaining...so i guess i better write something before i fly, if not there will be no new Chapters all the way til April~!

As I have Chapter-ed way back about my beliefs in posting my posts...mostly would be to share joy and happy stuff...and not to talk about work and certain issues...reason why i havnt been posting is: 1stly) definitely i had been v busy...2ndly) there were not too many happy things to blog about recently so nv blog...much due to work (oops, i mentioned work here)...so here ends the post =P (as u can see, its like work is part of ur life, it affects ur life...so not too happy so no posts...so no posts ple complain...so result to this post before i fly...so gota bring in the 'probm' and reason why i never posted in the 1st place...so goes back to work...oops, i mentioned work here...so here ends this post =P (as u can see, its like....) blah blahh blahhh...wahahaaa

anyway, this post is about suka suka...suka to say a few things to a few ple whom i suka before i fly for this trip...

suka to say: I really dun suka suka say 'i suka you' to just any body de...so all the more i lub (love) you is worse...lol

suka to say: Congrats to Wiz n Jen! n Hello little Jodie~! Guess I won't be here to witness 1st hand footage nor to say HELLO Jodie~!!! so here's 'uncle' Justin saying hi~~ and wave~~ to you when you come out. When nx time you can read liao, ask ur daddy mummy to show you this post okie! =P

suka to say: V6, i havnt been joining u guys as much as i would like to...hope this yr i will be able to better manage this...erm, but dun always jio things too last min!! and Congrats Bang and Sandra...u 2 are the 1st for the grand dinner....feel happy for u 2! =) and very sorry that i wasnt able to help during the wedding day...much regrets...pls forgive me. Stay happy, and may the next happy news be fast fast for little Bang or little Sandra!

suka to say: Phantom (ws, jx, yh, wl), tks for meeting up for Tea this afternoon b4 i flyyy...ya lar say i face big...lol...okie lor...but at least we met! u guys organise things and go out while im not around okie ^^"

suka to say: owe presents galore~! wah, if i can open a shop, it will be a 'Presents-Overdued Collection Shop'~! People should deposit their overdued presents which they had not managed to meet up with the bday boys/gals and put them in my store, so that the bday boys/gals can suka suka at their own free time (deemed own free time) walk into my shop and claim their overdued present...^^" those whom i owe presents...erm, let's meet up real soon okie...my room is really becoming an overdued presents palor...think the count now is currently 5...jialarts...

suka to say: those i havnt managed to meet up and who have jio-ed the past few days...oops, paiseh, we'll schedule again when i'm back =P but i cant promise that i have alot of free schedule later on also...haha =P

suka to say: anyi and huimin, pls just get some effort and meet up!!!!!!!!!!

suka to say: i'm gona miss piano........noooooooooooooooooooooooooo............................*sobs* Tian Kong~!!!!! almost mastering already!!

suka to say: happy birthday...April 12th~!!! =P

and finally...will be back April...til then people...take care and sms me...lol...til i'm back again~! *waves*

Social Butterfly

2007-02-16T00:21:00.000+08:00

I'm linked to A's fren and perhaps fren's fren (the list goes on)

I'm linked to B's fren and fren/s (the list goes on)

I'm linked to C's...(goes on...)

(list goes on...u get the idea)

just now...found out that when i say im busy...ple actually regard/think of it as: justin is busy...socialising/meeting up with many many ple... (when i've been really busy with work)

so that's how it goes...now i understand...

hmm...social butterfly eh...

*flutters...fly flyy flyyy*

Me

2007-02-08T00:14:00.001+08:00

Some personality test that I did...results below:
You have very strong will, not dependent on others and gives an impression of being a lone-ranger. You are extremely curious and sensual, living a clear-headed, modern life. At first glance you place yourself on a pedestral, and are difficult to get along. But once others talk to you, they know you are easygoing. And when the relationship develops, they realise you are affable. You have an androgynous charm, which makes you popular with all genders. But you don't like your weak side to be seen. You might look cool on the surface, but beneath it all, you are really passionate. Only people who knows your true self can maintain a long-lasting relationship with you.

Celebrations

2007-01-30T23:12:00.000+08:00

Babel (movie)

2007-01-28T13:29:00.000+08:00

its a v v v...and i say again...V HeAvY show...do not watch if not in the right frame of mind/body/soul...taxing...

Get High

2007-01-23T01:51:00.000+08:00

*overdued post~!* this was meant to show how 2006 ended and how 2007 was welcomed~!

~How to Get High~ (erm, listen to F.I.R. Get High not good enuf...lol)

Step 1: pls proceed to Eng Seng Eating House for crabs...the black pepper's e best~! High~~~

Step 2: say go get something from shopping mall...then since there, end up having craving and idea for dessert...walk into Haagen Daaz...then order 2x Fondue~! Super High~~~~~

Step 3: dun sleep for the night...to welcome 2007...then play Citadels overnight...high~~~~~~~coz play strategy game and no sleep! =P

The Illusionist

2007-01-21T23:13:00.000+08:00

Brilliant~! Very long time never see a show which will bring a smile to your face at the end.

Oops, did I just tell you the ending? Hahaa...

相爱容易，相处难

2007-01-21T23:10:00.000+08:00

F: It's easy to be with someone but it's not easy to stay together.
(haa, as corrected by the originator...its: 相爱容易，相处难)

Me: 就好象买车容易养车难 lor! ^^"

Seduce Me =P

2007-01-20T18:42:00.000+08:00

Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover

You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you!
Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter.
You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you.

You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable
Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life
By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover.

Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives.
Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours.
No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

蔡依林

2007-01-13T00:54:00.000+08:00

蔡小姐，

你可以不要每次我去你的国家的当儿你就来我的国家开演唱会吗！？！

Forgiven + Protect = Forget? Proven?

2007-01-11T23:20:00.000+08:00

There's basically no link to the above title...just that I cant decide which word to use exactly for the title.

Imagine this: Someone did something nasty...broke the law...hurt ple...etc etc...public eyes scorn this person...condemnation is the way to go...

Imagine this: 'No matter what he/she did, he/she is my father/mother/brother/sister/wife/husband...etc etc...and I will stand by him/her!!'

Imagine this: You have all along held a grudge against something/someone whom have disappointed you...hurt you...let you down...betrayed you...etc etc...

Imagine this: You read in the papers that this name is someone you know and this name is published for the 'wrong reasons' which equates to broken the law...

So who gets to be forgiven? Who gets to be protected?

Do we forgive and forget? Provided its of blood ties and strong bonds? And because people are emotionally involved? Rationally involved? Acquainted? Related?

And when do we forget about the person? the incident?

Otherwise the blame proven towards the person? the incident?

When we forgive, are we protecting the person...

When we protect, are we forgetting the misdeeds done...

When the blame is proven, does it mean we are starting to forget the person (subsequently) and all the good deeds (previously) done...

$10 KTV on 301206

2007-01-03T22:51:00.000+08:00

haa, not trying to advertise for them, but this place actually quite good! $10/pax, free flow drinks, still got 1 bowl of 'sharks fin' for each person...! Songs are new! Alot of english songs and other language songs!

Florence and Jeffrey both blogged about it le, so I shall not blog much...haa, go read theirs =P

Put a few pics...=)

Xmas 2006 Gifts

2007-01-02T21:58:00.000+08:00

Firstly, wanna say THANX! again to my dear friends who got me gifts. As i said already, i dun haf the habit of buying xmas gifts so when u all gave me hor, i very paiseh leh...but i really appreciate them and was pleasantly surprised by each of your gifts!!

the theme for the gifts seem to be...CUTE! and practical!

super LARGE cup from Jane...reason is for me to drink more H2O~! ^^"

Nice bottle from Florence...also for drinking water!! wah...2007 i will be shui2 tong3 ba! ^^"

And then good things must come in pairs...just like Jeff n Justin...buddies...since we have so many items similar liao...so must have same water bottle~! (haa, thanks thanks florence!)

this 'kiddy' and cute gift...from Willie n Jen...also got to put water de!! (wah, how come all link to water de)...haa, this one say can put in office bored or stress can play...

lastly, from Joyce...wow! really cute! and sweet! hand-drawn (front) and a smiley sticker (back)...when i saw what was inside...it will never be something u can guess what it is...haha! =)

Thanx again my dear friends! Will be using all these! =)

Xmas 2006

2006-12-26T23:50:00.000+08:00

After many many many years of Xmas eve BBQ, we decided to have a change this year. We decided to have steamboat. It was a great decision because the whole gathering was so cozy this year! Cozy is definitely the word because it rained, and we had a warm steamboat! We made the house warm...as in fact, it was supposed to be also a 'house-warming' for Jerry's newly rented apartment...so the steamboat + the usual couple of us was good and cozy enough to warm the hearts/stomachs/smiles up!

How not to have chocs and wine after a good warm meal?

A golden toast to everything else before 2006 Xmas!

What is Xmas without the cakes?

2nd round of wine and cakes on the dot of midnite!

Presenting...the original logcake 'pattern'~!

Transformation of the logcake! Now Mr. Santa has his reindeer and sleigh and he is moving thru the Mario woods with lotsa mushroom~! =)

Another toast...to the camera...oops! for the group and Xmas~!

Competition of the malau-s...oops...i mean red/purplish monkey-ed faces...oops...lol

What got into us all...such spontaneous Smiley faces...that's priceless~!

It was a cozy nite...We had fun~! =)

无

2006-12-24T02:45:00.000+08:00

看完《满城尽带黄金甲》的感受：

无奈、无助、无恒、无心、无知、无意、无理、无礼、无悔、无赦、无。。。

《走路记》

2006-12-19T10:14:00.000+08:00

回忆里的你
漫步在那蓝蓝的湖面上
那是怎样的一个回忆

回忆里的我
陪你步行在那湖面上
那是否也是你的回忆

曾经你我的梦想
想拥抱在那白云里
想用彩虹当桥梁
浪漫地过着每一分每一秒

真实的你我
牵着手肩并肩
走在平凡的日子里
分享着甜蜜的生活和思想
不管路有多长多远
我都知道有你
你也知道有我
这就是我们的走路记

- 051206/0835

While I'm Away

2006-12-19T09:58:00.000+08:00

I was away from 2nd-19th...

when i reached home...

all mine...^^"

大哥*Never Let You Go

2006-11-23T23:03:00.000+08:00

大哥

Never Let You Go

自恋

2006-11-14T22:58:00.000+08:00

和‘自己’谈恋爱是种什么滋味？

你是否会和一个很‘clone’ 的你谈恋爱？真的是很‘自己’的你， in terms of 想法、说法、做法、性格、看法、作风 etc etc...

标准 II

2006-11-05T18:11:00.000+08:00

xxx: 因为你没有参与训练，所以你不适合在队里。

适合?!?

因为其它的 commitments 而时间不配合去训练；而且也在待伤复原中...所以才不能去训练。况且，比别人快也不适合在队里？

好一个标准。

标准

2006-11-05T18:05:00.000+08:00

xxx: 他很快。

我: 快?!?!?

当你本身很慢的时候，请不要认为别人是快。更不要在我面前说‘他很快’。

1 bird kill 2 stones

2006-10-26T00:20:00.000+08:00

wah...i actually was to write tt in msn...haaa brain not working!! hahaaaaaaaaaaa

反调

2006-10-18T01:32:00.000+08:00

胜败乃兵家常事
...但输赢乃事关重大

最好的
...不一定会赢

赢家
...不见得是最好的

只要知道自己是最好的就可以了
...真的吗？

Analysis

2006-10-15T16:24:00.000+08:00

This is copied from MSN with permission from 慧 (name edited to protect identity) to show the analysis of me...^^

慧 says:
then I you are those nice guy type your friends ask favour you will help everyone
慧 says:
you like to go out in big groups
慧 says:
but of cos somes you do small grp also
慧 says:
but you like the more the merrier
慧 says:
your friends which you have a lot a lot of them are impt to you so you will entertain them most if not all
慧 says:
I generally think you quite 顾家 though you're usually not home
慧 says:
you are a sentimental person
慧 says:
but then sometimes the way you talk/write quite childish also
慧 says:
then you treat everyone very nicely loh
慧 says:
好好先生
慧 says:
that's abt all

Just~In Chapters

2006-10-15T04:26:00.001+08:00

Recently got ple tell me they spent hours/day/s reading thru my entire blog (including comments)...this is really something that is surprisingly shocking or shockingly surprising (depending on which way u wana look at it) and i really feel v honoured that u all actually feel so much about what i write and want to know about my life...comments such as: what i write cheer u up, its fun to read my things, u find motivation to improve ur chinese from my chinese posts...etc etc...

i wana say, Thank You! to all of you, that my blog came into ur lives and u coming into mine, if not these posts wun be read so thoroughly =) not going to mention names here...you know who u are =) but i will mention 3 of you whom most recently deserve such wholesome credit...and coincidentally ur names form up A.X.S... =P Thank You!!

An Enchanted Life

2006-10-11T00:58:00.000+08:00

大家应该都知道我是不看电视节目的。我没有跟随电视连续剧的习惯。可是我好象迷上了《钻石情缘》。

因为这两晚都迟回。到家也九点钟了，吃饭时顺便看客厅的电视播放着些什么。结果就看见了好象是第一集的什么什么剧情。看到有一个男主角(刚好是那个不是很会演戏的)在里头，本来不想看下去；不过，吃饭后休息嘛，所以决定看完它...不错嘛，好象有点吸引人...

星期二晚上又迟回。到家刚好也是九点钟。又重复了前一个晚上的‘看’。后来就真的发现很想再追看下去了。不过我知道接下来的播放我都会错过了。

也许，一开始吸引我的是有台湾的背景？(不知是不是假的背景)...再来是觉得林湘萍的角色有点搞笑豪放...也觉得谢宛谕的角色很有内心戏(同时也觉得她演得很好)...两位发挥的尺度很大 (不过看得出：林湘萍，你老了哦 ^^")...

后来也不知怎么的觉得为何林湘萍的装扮和态度是乎似曾相识...啊~有前任女友的阴影...

也许片名取得很好...enchanted life...hmm...enchant me???

Vivocity

2006-10-08T15:30:00.000+08:00

The name "VivoCity", which is derived from the word "vivacity", evokes a lifestyle experience that is modern, stimulating and accessible to everyone, a place bubbling with energy and flowing with vitality. It feels alive.

The VivoCity identity is inspired by a sense of natural energy and flow. Its organic and dynamic nature expresses the stimulating experience, reflects the energy in the name and complements the architectural vision. .

All these that has been said...those who went on Sat would have realised that 90% of the shops have not opened...it is far from "alive"...and those who purposely dressed up to kill all eyes to go shop were such 'out-standing' figures among the 'dead' shops...ha, what a sight for me and a fren who were waiting for other friends...we were there checking it out since we were going for a wedding dinner at Harbour Front...

Let's see if the place Vivo-s given a few months' time...

Bicycle Light

2006-10-08T15:08:00.000+08:00

the most unlikely place to find a bicycle light...

Design

2006-10-08T15:05:00.000+08:00

wat the heck is tis...

woah~!

Library@Bishan 300906

2006-10-08T14:47:00.000+08:00

Decided to go check out the library at Bishan since I was to wait for my car (servicing). The library has caught my eyes a few weeks back with its trendy outlook and crowd bustling walk-ins walk-outs.

Stepping in, can feel the class and brightness inside. There are alot of chairs/sofas and alot of schoolchildren inside mugging (or pretending to be mugging). Alot of parents bringing their age 3-7 kids browsing for children books, cartoons, discs etc...

在最高的一层楼找到了一个靠窗的沙发椅。把即将阅完的书本拿出。那独自、清静(虽然 its not 清静 at all, coz the general trend of library has changed...with ple mugging in groups, sitting all over...even on the floors...and with chit-chatting all over and hps beeping here and there...but 清静 in the sense that im indulged in my own reading and free from other things) 和享阅的滋味渐渐入侵我的世界里。

Set a time to go back and collect car, but then, it started raining. Decided to carry on reading, and since im down to the last few pages of the books, 决定把它读完。也终於，我把《死神首曲II》‘干掉’了...也代表我终於把《死神首曲》系列读完了。

也恰好，最近我也读完了 Tuesdays With Morrie...and this book can be linked to The 5 People You Meet In Heaven.(pics of these 2 bks will upload again once i can snap them as they are currently with a fren) So tying in all these 4 books (2 english 2 chi)...这四本书的共同点就是：生命/死亡的意义和重要性。当然，当中还有很多影射性的人生/再生观点。

不想在这里做 book reviews...all i wanna say is that 读了这四本书，对人生观的启发性很大。recommend these 4 books to anyone of a relatively decent age.

Some observations in the library other than those schoolchildren. 2 Sofas opp. me (side by side)...a couple...the lady was reading, the guy was toying with the discs borrowed on his laptop...the sofa beside me, after a guy left, 1x father brought along 2 little gals to confirm and check out the discs/cartoons they borrowed...they left, a mother and a daughter came along and tried squeezing into the sofa; they left for the 2x sofas behind me shortly...and then came along a father with 1x little boy who is about 2 or 3 yrs old...the little kid climbed onto the sofa and peered at me while his dad checked out the discs on the shelves...i smiled at the little boy and he played abit of peek-a-boo at me b4 his dad collected him and they moved off...

Got me thinking: maybe there will be lots more chances to spend at the librarlibraries in the duno-when future...