Sunday, October 01, 2006

 

20 years ago...

This is scary...it totally is...but its the way life goes...

Had a good sat at my grandparents place...not a place that i frequent...so when I appear, the little ones(cousins) will go 'justin kor kor u are here!!' feels like I'm like making a special star/guest appearance...hahaa =)

The little gals were playing this origami game which u fold into something like 4 petals and u can slot ur 2 thumbs and 2 index fingers in to control the alternate openings...and they asked me to play and pick the numbers inside so that i can win a prize or something...i recalled the game and i just blurted out telling them 'wah, tts what i played 20yrs ago!'

Now, that is scary!

Imagine the no. of years had gone by totally...I'm tt old already!?!

Some things that we play will never change it seems...tts comforting and nostalgic =)

But on the contrary when you hear and ple ask u to do something which jolts ur memory down the lane that u did that 20years ago...woah, tts just...reality check.

And actually...cousins should belong to the same generation/era rite...but it seems like within my this family line of cousins, there are 2 generations! The 'batch' of little ones (5 of them) are all in Pri Sch with their eldest being Sec 1 this yr...and my 'batch' (6 of us) with me being the eldest and the youngest in Poly...this makes us (same generation) like have 2 generations...haa coz their parents late marriage...

So...everything seems to be linked...time just go by...ur age...u r aging...events overtaken by events...events still carry on as they are...marriage...kids...bla bla bla...whatever it is...we are getting old...pls ensure u are living ur worth...and do a reality check everynow and then...

Its getting scarier...

(But then again, if u can embrace it fully, its not that scary...)

(this is suppose to be a long post, incorporating another post with 4 Books...as i recently completed the 'so called series of the books'...but i cant snap pics of them yet coz 2 of them are with my fren, so i'll bring this topic back again soon...its all gota do with meaning of Life/Death)

Comments:
guess im not afraid of aging, cant fight it, more of the not being able to do/complete things that i would want to do ba...

yes...i rem tt =) guys must age manly...haa, not good on this for me recently, ple see me keep telling me 'how come look so tired lately' and 'u aged!' =(
 
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